「咁我揀餓死。」

中國人認為「死都要做隻飽鬼」，但有人卻不以為然，寧願餓死，也不吃扒。

Z：你去搵佢，佢會俾晒所有o野你。
S：咩叫所有？
Z：Eve-ry-thing。
S：喂，呢個世界係唔係淨得餓死同飽死先？
Z：係～
S：咁我揀餓死。
Z：（喪笑）！！！

讀《突圍長跑隊》

《突圍長跑隊》／麥樹堅著
（+ 封面／插圖）

嘆氣

下了好多天雨，終於出太陽。雨後的陽光大概特別猛，午飯時段到外面走走，即時有溶掉的感覺。沿雲咸街一直走，碰上有個老外坐在餐廳門外一邊歎茶，一邊曬太陽。他見我走過，向我笑了一下，並做出 "Hello" 的口形跟我打招呼。禮貌上該也給他笑一下，但當下只顧嘆了口氣：大佬，30 度還坐在這裡曬太陽、歎茶？大佬，人家在競步趕回公司，還有閒情逸緻跟你 say hello 嗎？！

最近常常嘆氣。母親說，有晚聽到我臨睡前嘆了個大氣，然後才關燈睡覺。她說像我這個年紀應該無憂無慮（18 歲嗎？），又問我有何煩惱……

這個嘛，唉。

三個月一次

Z：好想三個月去一次旅行。
V：三個月黎一次 M 就有你份！
Z：．

野野性性的髮型

髮型師（自我）滿足地說：

唔，真係好靚，吹乾左仲靚！
靚唔靚呀？（答：靚。）
中唔中意呀？ （答：中意。）
你o既面形係襯 D 野野性性o既髮型！
（心諗：我個樣同身材都唔襯野性呢弊在！）

Tonight I found some photos out...

Well...how to say it properly? I am trying to put those pieces of memories and my messy feeling right this moment together.

I guess it was Summer 1999. I am always not sure the exact date, but, as shown on the photos, I am quite sure our faces looked terribly young and we dressed simply...young. Those were our days.

We hanged out together and coincidently met one of our old classmates, CWL. We took photo out there together, with smiling faces. I then delivered the photos and planed to give them to him when I got the chance to see him again. Unfortunately I would never ever have such a chance as he passed away 2 years ago.

And tonight I found some photos out and was stocked by the those we took together. I feel terribly bad and am sorry that I didn't try to reach him more actively those day, for at least giving him the photos...

So it was in Form 1 (Class 1E) when we first met and I still remember one of the very first memories between us: He was the monitor and was sitting just next to me, on my left. During the Geog lesson the teacher picked students out and asked them questions; he suddenly said, "男班長...隔離個女同學..." and asked me a question. I didn't know how to answer but CWL told me about it.

And, for the very last memory about CWL, I still remember how I wondered that morning when 兄弟 phoned me for telling about the news of him, as reported on the front pages of a number of newspapers.

Again, May he stay in a better world now.

SO TIRED

SO TIRED

SO TIRED

More than Enough...(但又好似唔夠)

懶到連面都不願洗的我，十年唔化一次妝，

但化妝品卻有一大籮......

平日用的護膚品亦有很多......

零零碎碎的東東：mask、磨沙、lotion、hand cream、hair gloss，還有......

獅子油！


很需要一支保濕 lotion，但又不想用錢買。

於是，在這埋試用品裡找呀找，

唉，一百件產品中，為什麼連一支簡簡單單的保濕 lotion 也沒有呢？

OK，永不放棄，繼續找！

但同樣是沒有 lotion 的！！！